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[5/13/12 3:13:49 AM] Letsly: adrien brody more like LEVITHIAN BRODY
[5/13/12 3:13:55 AM] Nehriv: hfg
[5/13/12 3:14:31 AM] Nehriv: BREATHING IS HARD I HAVE TO CLEAR MY THROAT BUT ITS LOUD HAHA
[5/13/12 3:14:47 AM] Nehriv: once upon a time levi was answering leiko
[5/13/12 3:14:50 AM] Nehriv: then levi quest
[5/13/12 3:16:04 AM] Letsly: levi is the planet
[5/13/12 3:16:07 AM] Letsly: covers the sphinxs
[5/13/12 3:16:09 AM] Nehriv: hafj
[5/13/12 3:16:11 AM] Nehriv: hes in you
[5/13/12 3:16:11 AM] Letsly: flys by rosey’s face
[5/13/12 3:16:14 AM] Nehriv: hes in me
[5/13/12 3:16:20 AM] Letsly: rosey has levi’s face
[5/13/12 3:16:20 AM] Letsly: oh my god
[5/13/12 3:16:22 AM] Letsly: im laghing so hard
[5/13/12 3:16:23 AM] Nehriv: hes in the popes hat
[5/13/12 3:16:23 AM] Letsly: ashadfh
[5/13/12 3:16:24 AM] Letsly: just IMAGINING
[5/13/12 3:16:25 AM] Nehriv: ahjweah
[5/13/12 3:16:26 AM] Nehriv: jdsfkj
[5/13/12 3:16:30 AM] Letsly: flies by jesse
[5/13/12 3:16:30 AM] Letsly: levi face
[5/13/12 3:16:34 AM] Nehriv: HFHF
[5/13/12 3:16:43 AM] Nehriv: nO
[5/13/12 3:16:48 AM] Nehriv: i have homewROK to do tomorrow
[5/13/12 3:16:49 AM] Nehriv: no cries
[5/13/12 3:16:55 AM] Letsly: flys by patrice
[5/13/12 3:16:57 AM] Letsly: levi faec
[5/13/12 3:17:00 AM] Nehriv: hafjg
[5/13/12 3:17:31 AM] Nehriv: wipes tear
a few quick random things
I’m making good progress on my work. Lack of internet, Skype, and overall interaction sucks but its getting the job done and that helps my stress. I talked to mom and for who knows why I mentioned my fear of presenting made me eager to do all the work then skip class. She said that’s not an option and if I skipped id pay for it big time. I know she means business and I need to quit running from presentations so I’m not gonna try my luck.
I keep finding new ways to pull muscles in my legs and it hurts. Yooo…
Lastly is Korra related with some spoilers but my phone doesn’t do read mores—
I wasn’t crazy about episode five. I think it was unnecessary and perhaps too early for this nonsense. I’ve never been much of an avatar shipper so maybe I’m biased but korra feels forced with mako and it just felt sloppy. IMO if I did ship her I say with Bolin. Or both of them HAHAGFGF really though I just wanna watch them all be platonic teammate bros and kick butt ok? I don’t care for my roommate seeing me about to watch and going AAAAAA THAT EPISODE. WAIT WHO DO YOU SHIP?? to which I say “uhhh…none of them.”
Bought my first ever pair of boxers. I keep going nuts at night from THE HEAT OF COLOMBIAN CLIMATE and summer in general. They we’re on clearance for like two dollars and they’re th stupidest thing fjdhf GOT LIKE WINTER MITTENS ALL OVER THEM OKAY am I rockin yet
Yo I’m bored. I finally finished this concept. Might scan and tweak it up at a later date. This is a reminder fo me
musemint asked: glad to hear you had a good talk!
MEEE TOO.
I feel good about it. I really. Really do.
It’s also refreshing to know my dad will be slightly less ridiculous to deal with when I come home! Mom said he and joe are watching SHERLOCK and mentioned it’s amazing because they’re watching it and dad isn’t interrupting or talking during any of it.
And this is a big deal hahaaaaaa.
So yeah. FEELS GOOD.
I had a long, but very productive conversation with my mom. We talked about counseling! And medication! and even my ADHD! OH MY!
She has absolutely no problem with mood-medications or therapy and told me that she actually had once suggested it to me and I waved it off??? I HAVE NO MEMORY OF THIS AT ALL but oh well. She also mentioned my dad has been on and off anti-depressants/his own ADHD medication and has also gone to therapy and been recommended it before but the results have been temporary and unfortunately in his case, he never really wants help and he just wallows in those feelings and he’s only ever gotten that help because mom has pushed him to.
So basically, no—my parents have no problem with these things and I was worried about nothing. My mom is really, really happy that I want to get help unlike my dad—however he’s doing better too in that he’s on new ADHD medication and is easier to get along with.
So, when I go home I might also get back on my ADHD medication, or look into it since I’m often really distracted and such, interrupt people, thoughts get completely derailed, whatever. Not as big of a problem IMO than the depression stuff but it would help me a lot and it’s worth a shot. Mom said she still has all my records so it’s not like I’ve not been diagnosed with it. We’ll see. The point is, I feel really good about this and getting the help I need. Mom said I should see the school counselor as soon as I can to book an appointment.
Yeeeeeeah.
Now I’m gonna do work ahahahahwekasdgkh woops
I really do wish it came easier to me to keep my problems to myself rather than babble them off. God I talk so much. My dad babbles similarly and I hate that.
I unfortunately need to talk yet I feel like I can’t or shouldn’t because its all negative and that’s not plesant for anyone. I don’t want to be that presance, and I don’t want to drive what friends I do have mad—which I know I’m starting to do. I don’t want to talk to mom after a while, I need to find some way to outlet myself without dwelling on everything negative. I hope I can talk to a counselor and if I do I hope it helps. I need something to work. I feel crawly and anxious when I can’t speak. Boxed in. I don’t like it.
Why do I have to be so talkitive.
I found out how to get in contact with personal-related counselors here at SCAD. I dunno why but my fear to talk to my mom about counseling keeps getting bigger—to the point I realized I’d subconsciously expected to not say anything to her when home for the summer. I don’t know why I do that.
Anyway, I’m considering making an appointment. Especially because I apparently have the option to make online appointments in addition to face-to-face. I really want to do one online. When I talk about things like this it’s very easy for me to get choked up and it’s embarrassing as all heck to me. Also, I just…don’t wanna be hanging around someone else if I don’t have to. My only problem here is I’ve allowed my mom to frequent my SCAD account, which means if I’m making appointment emails and such there’s a chance she could see them before I delete them and I’m wondering if it might be best for me just to tell her what I’d like to do and do it—considering this option doesn’t cost her anything other than what she’s already paying for me to be here.
I dunno but I need to do something and talk to someone. I don’t feel comfortable talking to my friends because either I don’t want to say some things or I’m saying the same stuff over and over and only dragging down everyone and I don’t want to do that.
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